of beginning beginnings

whew! that was hot! haha! ang alin? wala lang.

anyways, a couple of weeks ago, i was absent for two days, i was complaining about my fever, cough and colds... then im ok.

the following week, fever goes back. this time, its kinda more exhausting and kills my strength. i was absent from wednesday until monday of the following week. went to the doctor and told me i just need some rest. so come tuesday, i was able to get back my strength and ready for work.

i was reading along some emails saturday last week when i feel so cold (yeah, i know! data center has a lot of a/c units), a different kind of cold where you feel even your intestine chills. like that. went out to the cafeteria and had some hot soup to eat to ease the coldness i feel (hey, im telling you, that's the literal coldness, not the one in the heart. read my last entry loser! hahahah). so i went home exactly 5pm because i was feeling really bad that day. after i got home, i had medicine to lower the fever (its 40.02c). went down then after a couple of minutes goes back to 40.

my fever went on fluctuating until sunday night so i decided to go back to the doctor the following monday morning. i advised my boss that i wont be working for that day since i have to see my doctor.

and guess what, i have typhoid fever (ooopppss, where the hell i got this salmonella bacteria?) and she told me not to work for the whole week. what? for the whole week? another week at home. its really boring...

well, today friday, 5 days at home. not really boring. i had a couple of visitors. my titas, my grandma, my bestfriend cousins, a close friend (yeah, a very close one, hahah... oohhhh stop what you're thinking, im sick moron!) and some people i dont know the reason why they visited me hahah!

sa pinoy, its quite funny how we show our care to people we love. its funny how they wont even recognize you at times pero when it comes to the time na you are sick, naglalabasan pala ang mga kamag-anak mo. no no, dont get me wrong, im not looking at it in a bad way, nakakatuwa nga kasi they find time to drop by at my place.

and oh, my kuya, and my sis-in-law, superb. ako na ang nahihiya sa kanila. my sis in law even gave me a sponge bath. hahaha! yeah, she did. and im very thankful to them for taking care of me.

mom, i know you're worried. hahaha! but i aint dying noh! ano ka ba haha. im still alive and kicking. nagba-blog pa nga ako ngayon. you're bday is coming in, i miss you na. hope to see you and spend time with you on your birthday.

why the title?

i just feel my sickness is one of His many own ways of telling me, He's there for me and this is the time that we have to spend more time together. this is the beginning where i have to hold on to my faith. the time where i have to get back and pick up those shattered pieces of my life where once i left because of things i thought will be good for me. na hindi pala. but, i should be thankful also for those dark times of my life where i learned a lot from my experiences and to the people i met.

so this is it, my new beginnings.

...good life just got better...